I’m having strange visions of my demise in my mind. I am feeling as gloomy inside as it is out. I’m whacked. I went to bed just before midnight and awoke at six. I am tired but not in the mood to sleep. I am not in the mood for anything today. I think I’m down because I have to go to the office today to catch up on crap. I am so tired of catching up on crap. So tired.